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When You Lose The OptimistWhen You Lose The Optimist by lilbit075
It’s the silence that haunts the hallways.
The spaces you used to fill empty.
The words you’ll never say.
The things we cherish just an impression,
Left behind, burned in thought.
That’s when it all falls apart.
When the skies turn grey,
The ground opens up,
To take you away.
The world tries to tell you how to be.
What to say, how to feel and what we see.
The crowd disappears, people slip away.
Left alone, fading in and out of reality.
It’s the thought of yesterday,
What could have been.
The things I didn’t get to say.
The light is in your smile.
The things you taught me to say.
Your wisdom in tested waters.
You could walk a mile,
And never see the shadows.
You were always looking towards the light.
Warm tears fall,
Hearts bleed and build walls.
Days flash ahead,
Time too short.
Loneliness creeps in like water
Trying to undo what you built.
But I hold fast,
To remind the world of your voice.
You were the treasure,
You were the peace.
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Alternative, J-rock, soundtrack|
Favorite musicians: Placebo, Lovex, The Rasmus, Chiodos, Pierrot, X-Japan, The Vincent Black Shadow, Maroon 5, Of Monsters and Men
Favorite Movies: Moulin Rouge, The Princess Bride, Captain America The First Avenger, The Hobbit, Immortals, The Losers, Amadeus, Stardust, Lord Of The Rings Trilogy, Repo! The Genetic Opera...
Favourite style of art: Surrealism, Illustration, Collage
Operating System: Mac
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Wallpaper of choice: pretty boys
Favourite cartoon character: Too many!
Personal Quote: Love and Peace!
Its almost worse than Christmas. Worse than his birthday and mine. Seeing all the dads with their daughters and son’s…. Being around people today is a stab in the heart. I am not okay today at all…It’s something people take for granted. I did sometimes. I Just miss his hugs, His smile, his laugh and being able to tell him I love him.